i once again survive another year. incredible! i'm still amazed i made it past 16 years old.
i started therapy again today. i think it went well. i took a bit of a break as my last therapist retired, and i'm glad to start back up, especially as we go further into winter. i think this and the antidepressants i've started will be a big help.
this year was a horrible year for my creativity. my depression, the pandemic, the horrendous things we're doing to fellow human beings... its no wonder that i've been so unable to make anything. however... i'm not going to be hard on myself about it. i still managed to make a couple things, and even if i didn't, it's still fine. this year was a lot. if you would like to see some drawings from this year, you can find my 2020 art gallery here. ^_^ here are some of my favs from this year:
somehow, despite it all... my mental health has been overall better this year. i wouldn't of handled everything this well a few years ago... not a single stay at the hospital, either, this year. i think that's pretty damn impressive.
this year marked 3 years of being together with my beloved. i think that's awesome. i've never had a relationship that long before. here's for even more years!
i think that's all i have to say about my reflection of this year... its kinda head empty hours right now lol. i don't really have any solid resolutions, and i won't say them out loud because if i do... well, they won't happen, then.
it's still new year's eve for me and will be for a while... not sure what im doing tonight other than my makeup, maybe. i hope you all stay safe out there and everything. here's one of my favorite songs;